Monday, September 07, 20097:01 PM
■ Torturing days
Im suffering during these days...trial exam is reached...so i hav spent all my time in revision..study...after backing sch, i juz kip study...then...feel tired...juz take a nap on my sofa...juz a while oni...then continue my study...untill nite 11pm...next day...5 smth hav to wake up...then go to sch...continue study...Im feel enuff of these days...2day having bio.....i tot is paper 1 and 3...so...i din do exercises of paper 2...finally...i anouced i wan to giv up my bio...becoz...when i reach thr, they tell me is paper 2...lolx...so...sad ...miserable....i wan my bio to be gud...but..i disappointed myself...i crush myself...so...no hope on it...all question i juz ans with my common sense...i think thr must be veri bad bah....haiz...the most worst thing is...my hp! dunno is hp spoilt or sim card? I cant receive any msg,,,i hav to restart to check...i do hope is my sim card...i dun wan my hp spoilt again...if not...i cant buy any phone le la...i hav spoilt my own phone many times...parents must get annoyed...haiz...i hope...so....frenz! im sorry of no replying ....bcoz...i hav no ideas wif my hp...i seems like in the dead line...no interaction...no msg...no calls...sumtimes call can detect...but sometimes not...lolx...haiz...my msn life oso hav cum to an end....becoz...i wan to concentrate on my study....i aim for my spm result...i dun this collapse me again...bcoz im not satiesfied of my pmr result....im not proud of it...however...many ppl feel dat will be their proud....but nt mine...i feel i din reali put my heart out...i hav to work hard..thousand ...million and billion...today...kcz accompany me to de jiao hui...lolx...no ideas wif it...juz ...let it go by fate...i saw him...hahax....jin jie...i noe he must a bit angry of it...no ideas pun...hp...out of mind ar....haha....i think he purposely thr...haha...however..thx u...but...no ideas...reali ...reali ...and reali...kcz says why i saw him...i will out of mind...out of control...lolx...i say ya mie...no ar...haha....i dunno how to make choices....i juz noe...wad i hav to do now....meiyan juz now ask me smth...haha...lolx...why ppl will think like dat? reali no ideas...thr is nth...i oso dun wan to explain anymore...bcoz...all r done ...juz...follow our fate...if...fate said....and lead to thr...i will follow it...bcoz...im scare of making choices...however.., i scare of anything thr drop on me...bcoz...it cum soon and goes soon. so...their advices...i reali noe...but...dunno why...i hav many explaination to all of it...sumtimes...i feel they r rite..but...i still drop in the trickery...so...i choose to be silent....i choose to be selfish...choose to be lived in my own life...in my own world...im stupid rite....ya...super...still give chances to ppl who r hurting my deeply ....
FATE LEADS ME TO WHAT LIFE....I WILL FOLLOW IT WITHOUT HESITATION...WITHOUT STRUGGLING
FATE LEADS ME TO WHAT LIFE....I WILL FOLLOW IT WITHOUT HESITATION...WITHOUT STRUGGLING