Monday, October 19, 20091:58 AM
■ dark midnight
Im feeling tired ...but no mood to slp. =( I hav supper wif my family at Barli Restaurant. Mum has ordered elephant teeth...haha...i will update the pic later...it's super nice...bcoz juz like shashimi... eat wif wasabi. then we back hm...they kip chatting ...so sad...i cant even get into their conservation... bcoz sum im not reali understand... so juz b quiet ... and playing poker...XXar has canceled his fs account...so...i cancel too... dint play oredy. facebook r nice.... addicted to facebook. so many quizzes thr ...and we can post anythings thr... wait ur fren to comment... lolx... ok...talk about me.. i feel 2day is a dark nite ...no feelings... i dunno.. sumtimes i can feel u ... but sumtimes im not... u juz like i cant reali feel dat whr position im in ur heart. sumtimes juz like nth special ..... juz normal than usual .... lolx... mayb smth wrong on me... i dun like to ask so many times.... now im feeling in the cold water...juz like im at north pole...i nid sum fire...and hot choco...mayb it will let me feel warm. I juz passed kiki blog...she is enjoying her life and her luv... admire so much.... she and her bf share a blog... blogging about them ... how they start ...how their luv go ... and it oso notices when they end..haha... when will be them? no ones noe... thr is nth we expect in this world.... i hav been tot so much... but it oweys dint cum trues... my life oweys giv me so much surprising.. i dint think dat i will leave him... dint think dat he will say break to me.... now... i dint think i would get along wif u... i dint think we can jump across the step... i dint think dat u dun wan to tell me wad i hav asked. so much ...so unexpected... so much i cant expect... juz like wad position im at. dis feeling killing me...torturing me... making me down. dat's all for today... i blif tomoro will let me hav a breath in all the thing... my mind wnt down again.... I appreciate wad i hav... cherish wad i hav... oso my past... my memories... and U.