Monday, December 28, 200911:18 PM
■ bad mood
Dunno why. feeling sad. I dint mean to say dat u wan to break with me. I dint tell anybody. I dint act innocent. Sometimes u cant control the things around u. They not go under ur mind ...ur hand ..and I cant control . I cant control my emotion. I cant stop myself to think . I cant believe . I dun wan. You know....smth i know ...it reali eat my heart out. A secret. I hav to kip the secret until it cums to me. I face the fact...i face the death. why. I should kip it. WHy it happens on me.Im sorry. I promise u ...it wont influence me but it carves inside my heart deeply. it likes...a worm biting my heart softly. LIfe wont go with ur mind. =(