Friday, January 22, 201010:44 PM
■ Friday, 22 Jan 2010
2day i woke up at 9am. starting to prepare to png. Im extremely tired. yesterday i worked from 6.30pm to 10.30pm then i had to bck kulim for car service. Its meter was over few days ago. Do u know when was my car service? 8.30am! i reached hm bout 11 smth , then hav to kip my stuff. is totally tired.fortunately today i took off. I think im goin to hv sick. My break time was not flexible. sometimes i had to starve...my working days were everydays even i hav taken course. 2day i met the study agent for choosing college. it's totally makes me desperate. who don't knows other places hav better education?! my parents are not allow me to go further. even i wan to further my study. they start to nag at me. They used to say girls nid to meet a gud guy to marry, to teach their children, take care of their family, to stand behind her husband. pushing him in his life. lolx. they used to ask why i wan to b a strong woman? i just wan independent. i know im lacking of it,absolutely. whr i go...i nid sumbody to help me.however god bless me.=) i used to meet kind persons to lend me their hand. having a small argue in car while im goin to dog saloon. I know wad i hav to do is to be silent. bcoz silent stop shooting. silent is the best way to avoid quarrels silent is the best way to solve problems. When im silent, it would hav so much things pop up my minds. kip on swirling. I still rmb when i hav a quarel with him, i would b silent. bcoz i hate quarrels. it was a past. now...i would like u to know...dun ask me to shut up. it hurts me. =.=